This is a world in which the wicked has the power, not because it’s more powerful (although it seems like that) but because I believe that this is some sort of mid-level purgatory of the souls and very rarely higher beings interfere with it.
That’s why lose the idea that someone has to save you. The decision must be yours. Grab with you all the courage that you find since it’s an extremely hard path, the path of self-perfection and spiritual evolution, yet remember that you are continuously watched, monitored, and when the desire to evolve is genuine, help is always there. The only savior you are to encounter on this hard path is your Higher Self taking a form of a Guru, Teacher, or a book in this illusion. The Higher Self is the being that you are truly devoid of fake identities, fears, projections and character traits. We are to discover that we are our own master, a Godlike being which is supposed to take full responsibility for everything that happens in our life. We are to accept whatever comes our way, detached and navigating through hardships, we refine and evolve further. There is going to be help on the way, it’s impossible without, but help no matter how it manifests, is but a tool for your further spiritual evolution. Respect and dedication to the tool, (be it a Guru, teacher or self aroused information by Grace) has to be there, but worshiping and projecting own power onto the tool is unnecessary since it may be creating another idol on which you project your desires and expectations and where we may become lazy expecting that being to do the work for us. We are all on our own spiritually individual path, no matter who and whatever does, don’t disrespect nor disregard anyone because they are all helping us to evolve. The student may overcome the teacher sometimes. There are really few high vibration people (who evolved out of the illusion) hidden in this world, and finding one is a great blessing.
We are all on the spiritual path, but for some it’ll take lives to evolve out of this illusionary world, and for others evolution is just around the corner.