Everything in due time

Everything comes in due time! There’s no bigger truth then that. You can try, you can run, you can pay or you can try to bribe, to force something to come to you, yet unless is the right time, that thing will stubbornly refuse you. Indeed you can be prepared, you can have a higher Vision which you need to pursue, but until the right time is there nothing much will happen. That’s why there is nowhere to rush, nothing to be afraid or worried about because whatever it is to be experienced you will definitely experience. And the only thing that you can do is surrender yourself to the flow of life. Life will never take you on the path that you think is going to take you, and if you hope for calm waters and a smooth path, life will give exactly the opposite, and not because it wants to disappoint you but because you are unable to see what’s the best for you. That’s why you sit back, relax and enjoy the ride. It can be really bumpy at points yet don’t worry, the bumpier the road is, the more are the chances of you evolving. And on this path according to my experience, whenever you feel the lowest you should know that the ego is living its last days of being in charge, the ego is not going to die, to be removed nor annihilated but kept at bay. Because the ego feels that its days of ruling over you are coming to an end. And now it’s trying its best to bring all the heavy artillery, all the victimisation and past pains that weren’t transcended because its power is vanishing, because the true self is getting stronger and stronger. So whoever is managing to go over to The Dark Night of the soul which is nothing but a play of ego, whoever is sturdy enough, and dedicated to the highest power and The Guru, having unshaken faith in them and in own higher nature, that being will definitely be awaken. But remember don’t rush anywhere but purify yourself daily through rejecting thoughts and emotions and stay sturdy and humble cultivating spiritual morale and not even the sky will be the limit.
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How to not give a damn 

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Many times we allow others to imbalance us. The fault is never of “the others” since the responsibility for our lives and interpretation of it lays just with us, and the others are just mere “buttons” triggering us, our fears and distortions.

I noticed a disturbing fact about myself and I am very sure that I am not the only one that feels like this:

Let’s say that we are walking on the street and somebody is staring at us, “shamelessly”. As soon as we noticed him/her, our insecurity kicks in, especially if his gaze doesn’t look friendly, or he is mocking or if we feel that he’s measuring us. We see him laughing while he is watching us pass by. Again a sting in the heart: am I ugly, stupid, do I have carrot pieces between the teeth, is my pants zipper open? We are unable to simply be, ignoring or being comfortable with whatever happens. Watch this feeling, it’s one of the old patterns that has to be transcended and worked with. It is the very lack of self-love and confidence that make us indeed unappealing to anyone else.

When we are insecure, we are devoid of love to ourselves. How can we love someone else then?

It means that our “love” may be based on the other’s appreciation and show of care and “love”, a common exchange happening nowadays in the inter-individual relationships dynamics. When these (love, care, appreciation are not shown by the other(s), self-doubt appears. This self-doubt will create a mess in our lives, at first will spread like an infectious disease onto other levels of our lives like job, relationship with kids, neighbors… So, the self-sabotage appears. In these moments, if possible, let go. Let go of all expectations and desires, just surrender everything to the space,to the nothingness. Remember the Higher Self and God, and fully surrender to whatever is happening. Whatever it is, there’s no way you can change that in those moments. In moments of distress our decisions may be wrong, based on the emotional imbalance that we’re in. That’s why, let everything subside, let it be just “nothing”, as you will soon discover. Go back to some stressful situation in the past. That restlessness and fear and all are not there anymore, everything was an illusion.

We may start inventing nonsense, unifying imaginary dots, remembering things… Going lower and lower, feeling scared, deserted, betrayed and all the lower vibrational range of feelings and emotions. All the insecurities are appearing: we feel ugly, unwanted, unworthy. Well, we definitely forgot about being a spectator, only watching the storm, but not jumping into it. So remember to be a spectator even when you feel that you are in the middle of the mess, it’s just an illusion. If we realize that we can be spectators of own dramas without a need to interfere, give thoughts or analyze much, we achieved a certain “next level”. It is hard, almost impossible, because it takes some otherworldly effort to really detach and decide that we are not creating more emotions or explanations about something that is already there.

Good luck and may you be supported on your path as I know well that all true seekers are supported, even without knowing.

I will not write anything anymore on this blog. Maybe I will release a book one day and whoever is following the blog will know about the book because I will announce it here.

Evolution is here Now! Decide to start, and the path will unfold itself to you.

The right knowledge or when the real journey begins

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The correct information is the beginning of evolution. Getting the right information makes us fearless, because fear comes from not-knowing/ignorance about who we are and what are we doing here. If we would have the information that our existence is beyond body and we are indestructible souls made of pure Light, can we be afraid of anything? The right knowledge comes by Grace, by blessing from the higher planes of existence. The tools through which the information comes to us can be very diverse, a person, a book, a quote, a realization that appears in our mind, … So the mean through which that information comes is not very important, but what we do with that information matters.

True important information comes when we are ready for it. Real knowledge is graded, it evolves, so we may know something today which is correct, but after some time we evolve so the information becomes obsolete and we get to a new level where the previous “correct knowledge” is no longer useful. As an example: normal people in order to remove obstacles that come through eating animal related food become vegetarian which may improve the chance for those being to evolve, because evolution needs a healthy body and mind. When a person already reached a certain level, and the body is “enlightened”, whatever they eat is burned inside the body so there is no negative effect on the body-mind-spirit structure.

While I was young, I used to eat meat and all the animal-related foods, which seemed correct and represented the true knowledge and diet for me at that point. Later on I became vegetarian, which some may say that transformed the previous information into an incorrect one. It may look like that. But how I see the things now is, “Everything is correct!”¹ at a certain moment. But while we are stepping on the path of own improvement, the correctness also evolves, so we are allowed to access new intelligence, new knowledge which renders the previous knowledge obsolete or making it look rudimentary.
That’s why I don’t judge people who are addicted or eating meat since I have been there too, so I understand them, because I was one of them and I was one of the biggest advocates against removing the meat from the diet.
Be advised that real knowledge comes also with a risk of developing superiority complex or/and transforming oneself into a militant for external things, which is again a deviation from our soul real purpose. These are few of the traps on the path of self-refinement and spiritual evolution.
It’s hard for me to see people smoking, drinking and taking drugs, because I know from all the points of view what is the disturbance that each of them creates in the body and mind of a person. They create mental, body and energetic damage. I know from my own experience that we are always aware, at least to a certain level what may be the repercussions of using such things, but everything happens in due time. The process of self-refinement is slow for some and for others is fast, all according to the person’s body, mind, character peculiarities, and past lives experiences. Don’t rush anywhere, but the beginning of the journey starts with the decision to improve something in our lives. As soon as you make that decision the real journey to self-refinement starts.

When we step onto the path, the Universe/God/Highest Power starts pouring Grace into our life, true knowledge is unlocked, and old distortions come to the surface to be dealt and addressed properly. So for some time it may look that all hell broke loose, and our lives are in a continuous emotional roller-coaster. The trick of the system is that when we go back to the “old us” being scared or tired of so many things happening in our lives, life may calm down, may come back to looking tranquil, because we have to assume that it was all a mistake, but as my dear Teacher use to say: “In order for a boulder of gold to become a nice golden ring, it has to go through fire and hammering”. Like this is also about personal spiritual evolution, good things come with a price and good quality human beings are tested through hardships and throughout time.
Failing to properly address a distortion or an issue, makes that issue manifests over and over again until the right action (or no action) is there or/and until the lesson is learned. After we think that we learned a lesson, the test is released. It sounds complicated yet it is not. It is exactly like at school.

We sometimes believe that we manage to tame anger and violent behavior, but whenever we believe that, life will create a circumstance that will definitely tell if we evolved out of the distortion or not. It goes the same with whichever distortion or bad program that we’re trying to transcend. That’s why the process is a very long and tedious one, so we have to arm ourselves with patience and humbleness and a lot of courage because we are to meet our deepest fears and demons. Like the Guru of my Guru said: This is a path that many have started to walk on, but almost as many have perished due to misuse, abuse or so many other reasons.

May Blessings of Higher beings of Light be with You dear reader, may you spread your own Light onto this shadowy world we live in!

 


¹ “Everything is correct” was the sentence that a wise man , said to me after (I was) experiencing a close to death experience. From that moment on whenever I managed to remember, I took everything easier, since everything that happens is correct!